Wednesday, November 30, 2005

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

today she turns 28. today we met for lunch. happy besday dolna! may u find lurp before ur eggs become lemau, may u finish ur degree in time, may u finish ur degree with fantastic results, mat the Almighty give u a blessed life now and in the hereafter... and many many more 'may you's la. once again, HAPPY BORNDAY!!!!!

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Wednesday, November 23, 2005

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

results! results!

i only passed my psyc stuff. chet. nehmind, wasn't expecting more. however, i was expecting better results for stats but..... well... i only passed. *another chet!*

the only consolation? i got a D for my 300level (macam third year la gitu) hist subject. compulsory subject of u intend to do honours.

okay..... is that a sign? should i forget psyc and embrace hist? but i love the mad ppl too much to say goodbye to them. and i also found an ad today for ppl who intend to pursue postgrad psyc IN S'PORE! yeay! yeay! can go home at the end of next year already! (Insya'Allah!). see how la! see how!

okay that's all. i noe many would like to know my pathetic results and laugh at me. nehmind ah! at least i'm happy! are you?

+ > the glamour babe posted at 10:44 PM < +

think again

i'm 22.

i'm 'sponsored' by my parents to undergo a degree course that 'will make me laku' if i pursue it all the way.

i have a bunch of faithful friends who i trust my life with.

my sister sponsors me on my 10grand hair treatment (parents are gonna kill us if they read this but yeah, 10grand).

i have luxury items like guess bags, mp3 player and stuff like that la.


but do u really think i'm living the life?

i have a debt of 120grand at this age.

i don't even have enough savings to pay for a pathetic downpayment of a car (okay, i don't have a licence in the first place, but i'm juz saying).

i'll still be in debt till i'm a freakin fifty year old wrinkled workin (like an ox) woman.

i'll still be livin with my parents till i'm fifty- not that i'm complaining, at least i won't have any mortgage to pay rite. yes? no?

i know of those at my age or younger who have their own house and family, are earning their own money wothout the need to pay back any student loan, have their own house (i juz have to say this twice), are graduates..... what the hell am i doin right now?

entertaining u ppl who read this.

so do u think i'm blessed?
think again.

but i AM grateful for having all the things that i have now, esp my health, religion, believes, morals and all those jazz. hey, like the saying goes, every grey cloud has a silver lining. who knows if i'll meet the handsome old man who's still a virgin (or at least has no children and current wife when he meets me), speaks and write (not to mention, SPELL) good english who would want to marry me and pay off my debts huh? i think i should think again la.

+ > the glamour babe posted at 4:14 AM < +

Monday, November 21, 2005

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

jalan jalan, orang kasi makan

okay, my one and only jalan raya with ncc kaki(s) had taken place yest. i have never laughed so hard and so much in my entire 9 months stay down under like i did yesterday. u all rawk my life ah. pics will be up when i get them la....

now, i'm lookin for a new digicam. one that can take unlimited video (depending on the memory card that is) and one that uses an sd card (coz i have an sd card already). i don't want an automatic one coz the one with manual features can take better quality pictures, esp at night. budget arnd 400-500 bucks (singapore dollars okay).

+ > the glamour babe posted at 5:55 PM < +

Monday, November 14, 2005

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

in my face

i was stoning.
i wasn't aware that she was staring at me and observing me.
when suddenly, she made me look at her and she said,

"GEMOK EH!"

i love kids..... they're BRUTALLY honest..... as in brutally... really.

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Sunday, November 13, 2005

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

just like old times

the screams, the heart to heart talks, the food.....
i cannot ask for more.
but i don't mind less heat and humidity.

oh, bro's A-okay already.

ps: sub, when's the next lepak session? nyeheheh!

+ > the glamour babe posted at 3:22 PM < +

Saturday, November 12, 2005

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

humid and hot but i'm still special

heh! some backfired, some worked and some were expecting it (but not so soon). most important thing, i'm happy.

kay, bro's admitted to tan tok seng coz the doc said he has an infection where the tube was..... i'm praying very hard that its not gonna be that serious.... dad was sighing and commenting on some stuff..... i pity him alot... he hasn't been earning for some time because of us. he's juz gettin by so far..... i know this is but a test from the Almighty.. well.. one of the many ones that had happenned and there'll be more to come i'm sure... i juz hope and pray that we'll stick together and emerge stronger ppl aft this... not to mention, more united (u can only imagine how dysfunctional we can get).

okay! enuff whining.... pics of happy faces will be up sooooooon. hee!!

+ > the glamour babe posted at 10:12 AM < +

Thursday, November 10, 2005

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

big shout out to the dad!

its your 57th year on this 'already packed world' (your own words okay!). no doubt we had our own wars.... but i'm glad that i can communicate with u well now. here's to a wonderful dad, the man in my life (so far). may u have more wonderful birthdays! and may the Almighty bless you with his guidance, love and forgiveness.

ps: and a happy belated birthday to liza! (one day late coz i didn't update blog. sorry ah! i'm glad u enjoyed ur birthday!)

+ > the glamour babe posted at 5:07 AM < +

the many faces of the only man in my life (right now at least. heh!)

+ > the glamour babe posted at 5:05 AM < +

and its a wrap

second year, second semester..... hello and hopefully goodbye.

i think i screwed up my exams. i don't think i did well at all for this semester. maybe i had too much distractions? but it can't be coz i didn't allow distractions to get to my school work. sigh... i really don't know. i juz hope to pass. that's all.

startin to pack up already. i can't wait to go home but i feel kinda sombre thinkin abt next semester. kampong melayu will be no more.. well, not really no more.. the boys will be gone (i keep mentioning them huh!?).... no place else to cook when i'm bored and in need of selamber entertainment (u should see fir immitating juz about everybody and anybody.... he's a killer i tell you.... lepak ah!). i made lemak 'alar kadar' the oth night coz i was done with my exams and the boys still had one more paper and somebody wanted to eat lemak. no udang kering, no serai.... seriously, it was lemak alar kadar. haa. and it was my 1st time makin lemak (feez, u surprised right!?). but no... i didn't use santan, i used full creamed milk. hah! pretty redundant but hey, its better than santan ey?

allrite... i think i can proceed to packin my stuff already. i'm done with gettin stuff for ppl home. didn't buy much this time coz parents were here and they've already gotten stuff for relatives. and i think that would be enough. but nontheless, i got a kilo of nougat to distribute.. mebbe i should juz leave it at home and put it on the table huh? its fair that way isn't it? i've gotten somethin for most (mebbe all) my friends....

i can't wait to go home!

+ > the glamour babe posted at 3:05 AM < +

Saturday, November 05, 2005

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

3rd day raya

1st 2 days were awesome. went out and it really felt like jalan raya u noe. the hot weather, the kueh at kak ida's and kak yati/abang ali's. then at night.... i got depressed.... thinkin ahead abt next year. it'll be the period where all of the assignments are due. my 2 favourite boys will be gone. nobody that i know of will be here next yr.... me, and only me. how to raya like that? even blasting the raya songs (like this year and right now *sheepish grin*) wouldn't help. i won't have anyone to share my kueh with (if i have any la). no point in cleaning the house since nobody's gonna come... well.. nobody special that is (special=family and friends). sigh.....

somehow, i feel very insignificant at times.... most of the times actually.

oh.. can i request one thing? juz one thing.... those of u who're planning to see me when i touch down, can u all wear baju raya? i wanna feel the raya mood up there la.

+ > the glamour babe posted at 11:41 AM < +

Thursday, November 03, 2005

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

SALAM AIDILFITRI!!

i didn't sleep the whole night. aft exams, i went to woolies to get the ingredients. then, i cleaned my room. then, i made 'wollongong dessert' for the mini takbir session. den i went home to make 2 kinda kueh from midnight. i made the chocolate one first, and then the honey cornflakes (with almonds). then, i cleaned the whole house... windows, fridge and toilet. i didn't have a proper sit frm the time i got back till now.... well, i'm sitting and actually feeling my huge momma arses being squashed rite now. feels damn good beybeh! this is how my house looks like rite now as i'm typing.

and yes, i did everythin all by myself!
and i think tt this house of mine looks better than the one in bedok. rite dolna?

will be going to the botanical garden later for the raya gathering. i don't really feel THAT sad and lonely... it does feel like raya (well, a lil bit) but its too quiet here. it feels like a holiday to me coz i don't have any papers today. i guess next yr would be worse.... nobody else around xept myself. i don't think i'm that narcissistic enuff to enjoy myself THAT much and not feel the lonesome raya i'll be experienceing.

okay, my eyes cannot take it anymore..... here's wishing all Muslims a wonderful Eid Mubaraq! i'm celebrating it at a home, away from home. but it ain't gonna kill my raya mood i tell ya!

+ > the glamour babe posted at 9:38 AM < +

see anything familiar during raya?

+ > the glamour babe posted at 9:38 AM < +

see the two botol kueh on the table!?!

+ > the glamour babe posted at 9:37 AM < +

can u see the time? its morning okay.... not afternoon.

+ > the glamour babe posted at 9:35 AM < +

my first attempt hor!

+ > the glamour babe posted at 9:34 AM < +

i had some strawberries....

+ > the glamour babe posted at 9:29 AM < +

i had extra dark chocolate to spare.....

+ > the glamour babe posted at 9:27 AM < +

ahhh..... add the two and u get an orgasmic indulgence at 2plus am in the morning alone. (and how can u let melted dark chocolate go to waste rite!)

+ > the glamour babe posted at 9:25 AM < +

remember the ones sub's mum gave me? i tried to do the same... waahhh! piang eh! lama! but i playcheat ah.. i used instant cookie dough. hehe! i still prefer sub's mum's ah. makcik! i balik attack u punyer rumah tau!

+ > the glamour babe posted at 9:23 AM < +

laki peh pasal.

+ > the glamour babe posted at 9:20 AM < +